i get this:
drwx--x--x 9 afterarc afterarc 4096 Oct 5 17:42 ./
drwx--x--x 15 root root 4096 Sep 27 15:27 ../
-rw-r--r-- 1 afterarc afterarc 304 Aug 24 00:17 .bash_logout
-rw-r--r-- 1 afterarc afterarc 191 Aug 24 00:17 .bash_profile
-rw-r--r-- 1 afterarc afterarc 124 Aug 24 00:17 .bashrc
-rw-r--r-- 1 afterarc afterarc 0 Aug 24 00:17 .contactemail
drwxr-xr-x 4 afterarc afterarc 4096 Sep 7 13:17 cpanel3-skel/
drwx------ 2 afterarc afterarc 4096 Oct 5 17:42 .cpanel-datastore/
-rw-r--r-- 1 afterarc afterarc 383 Aug 24 00:17 .emacs
-rw------- 1 afterarc afterarc 13 Oct 5 17:42 .lastlogin
drwxr-x--- 5 afterarc mail 4096 Aug 24 00:17 mail/
drwxr-xr-x 3 afterarc afterarc 4096 Aug 22 10:27 public_ftp/
drwxr-x--- 23 afterarc nobody 4096 Oct 4 16:05 public_html/
-rw-r--r-- 1 proxhost proxhost 570 May 19 23:48 README.txt
-rw------- 1 afterarc afterarc 24 Sep 8 08:29 .spamkey
drwxr-xr-x 7 afterarc afterarc 4096 Sep 6 14:23 tmp/
drwx------ 2 afterarc afterarc 4096 Sep 15 20:08 .trash/
lrwxrwxrwx 1 afterarc afterarc 11 Aug 24 00:17 www -> public_html/
-rw-r--r-- 1 afterarc afterarc 658 Aug 24 00:17 .zshrc